Gods way of loving

Norris Lake Tennessee is where I spent my Sunday with some great friends today. I sat on the back of the boat just looking at all of Gods beauty that He created and I was just in awe. I took several pictures of the scenery and of the clouds. I felt so blessed to be alive today to be out to enjoy nature and to be with wonderful people. So today, I want to write on being thankful. As I was praying and looking up scripture, I went to talk to friends and was hurt so badly. Seems the more I try to do for the Lord the more I get hurt. I seem to make so many stupid mistakes and lose good friendships. This one hurt really badly, no words to even explain. Therefore, I stop here and ask God to take the pain away, and dry my tears, for this hurt is so deep. I struggle with what lies ahead tomorrow for me, answers I am not sure I can take, but I cannot let satan step in right now. I am on a journey to heaven, and even though I may lose all friends and loved ones here on earth, I know Heaven is where I am heading.


I pray Father that this too can be fixed, and you find a way for this friendship to be mended. Father I want to write this but the tears are soaking my face, please guide me, please help me Lord, I am so hurt. Give me a heart of thanksgiving, worship and praise. Father I ask for humbleness, and a heart of forgiveness. I cherish my family, and friends Father, I ask for your blessings on their life this day and ask for forgiveness for them all. I ask that you give me the love of a child, of understanding towards others.


 [Let your] love be sincere (a real thing); hate what is evil [loathe all ungodliness, turn in horror from wickedness], but hold fast to that which is good. Romans 12: 9 I love you Father in Jesus Holy Name. Amen!